Disrespected.

I usually don't let things like this get to me but today they did. I had owed my 'friend' 40 dollars and hadn't paid her back. Some how I lost track of the money and never paid her back. This really wasn't that big of a deal, she canceled on me, had already bought the ticket, she is quite wealth, ect. So months later I get a text from the 'friend' and she asks for the money. Lately I have been short on cash flow so I jsut didnt text her back. Come to find out she logged into my facebook and read the IM conversation I was having about the situtation. She then logs onto her facebook to bitch me out about it. The topic of this ramble is Disrepect.

That is my private thing, you do not need to be logging on to it. I would never even think about doing something like that to you, or anyone. You must be fuckin demonic to even think about doing that, it's so messed up. Sorry I called you greedy, sorry you offered to buy me lunch all those times when I said I would pay. I'm sorry you don't see the world in the same light I do. I am completly positive 24/7 and today having a very sore spot is not making my day good at all. I go by this theory, that nothing is bad you can always make it good. For some reason this really gets to me. I feel that this individual needs a HUGE reality check. She lives day to day worrying about her image, what people think of her. She does insanity 3 times a day and thinks by not eating she will lose weight. Sorry hunny, we graduated High School that shit doesn't fly outside of it. No one cares what you look like or act like it's not your life to take in any diretion. Make a new group of friends. For a whole year you stole my best friend and the true reason why I hung out with you was so I could actually see my best friend. Sorry. I really couldn't stand you, the way you life. I have never meet someone so selfish and self consumming. One day you will meet someone so bull headed they are gunna rock your shit, and you are going to realize how selfish you are. I am going to keep on typing this out because I am so pissed. If you really knew me, you'd know I don't get mad EVER. Very few things have ever gotten me all fired up, jsut like this. I seriously have a problem with you and I would love to tell you everything that I find wrong in you but I RESPECT you. I will NEVER log onto your facebook to see the shit you have said about me because lord I know you have. I also have this huge hunch you are reconecting with an old rat of ours. FIRST OFF HE IS A DOUCHE, a trader, shaddy as hell. For some reason you think it is okay to go back and be his friend again. Newsflash, if you were her bestfrien you would realize that being his friend is a horrible idea. We know you have feelings for him that is more than friendly. He manipulates people have fun with that. One day when you have no friends.. oh wait. you already do becaus you have alienated yourself from the world. I am done for now. But for what you did todya I WILL NEVER FORGET. damnit.